I act like shit don’t phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive
But then I see my baby
Suddenly I’m not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes…
Don’t give up because something went wrong; give up because you tried your hardest and nothing made it better.”
— Unknown (via anniebanniebanana)
(via basicklove)
Swam with _____today.
Talked a bit, had fun. I miss you.
I’m sorry to annoy you too, but I’m just glad I see you from time to time and that you still care for me.
Thank you, Oppa. :)
(Source: kimjoycee)
I put this fake smile on and laugh.
I wish I could let people know about my problems. It helps to vent you know? but I hate the fact that people look at me with… pity, when I say things like my dad and grandpa are respectively slowly and quickly passing away. How much I work for almost no pay because I want to help out pulling 12 hour shifts 5-6 days a week if not more. How the court won’t let me see my grandpa, and how I’m too weak now to support my dad when he needs me. How these drugs still hurt me and make me go insane at times. I wish… for better. I threw everything away. 500 dollars worth of illegal substances. I’m done. I’m changing… I can feel it, but if I can feel it, why is it so hard. Maybe I just haven’t felt emotion in so long.
edited, random thoughts. sorry if it doesn’t make sense
I can laugh All I want inside I still am empty So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me…
I’ll be just fine
Pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
The Used
